Is there any negative effect of my death at this point?(edge warning)
Are you by any chance familiar with the English poet John Donne? He made a fairly famous comment I think is applicable here.
[Any] man’s death diminishes me, because I am involved in mankind.
Donne saw mankind as a greater whole, of which each individual was a significant part. Subsequently, the death of any one member was a cause to mourn, because we all are a little diminished at the loss. You might not necessarily agree with this view of course, but the point I’m trying to make is that there is a negative effect. A world without you is a world devoid of any of the contributions you make or may yet have time to make.
You still have time to make a difference. We all do. I implore you to never lose sight of that possibility.