Vent thread

@Khamzat Chimaev
Sorry about your pet, we’re all here if you need someone to chill with.

Now…

It’s time for what’s up.

If anyone else had in mind about this on me, then i’m actually not fine.

Ever since the beginning of May, I have been feeling really weird and mortally weak all of a sudden. Somehow, that night of May 1 after a handful hardwork of the whole day, my body suddenly felt the need to heavily catch breath and my chest was soo painful for couple of hours soo bad, I manage to drag my ass to bed half conscious because I was going to pass out from this new and scary type of pain.

Then I lost consciousness on my bed for many hours till I woke up at around early morning of the 2nd.

Then my head starts to ache when I try to get up for a piss. This is when all shits started to get real…

My piss was color pink slightly almost to the red in color and that continued for the next two days. I figured if I was only really dehydrated all this time so I took alot of time drinking plenty of water 8 times a day. (It’s actually the peak of “summer” humidity here in the Philippines)

The color went back to normal on it’s own.

But my main issue right now is even just taking a long walk to church, to the supermarket, or my friends house, I become nauseous, I am having trouble breathing normally, and my abdomen hurts soo much.

This also happens after eating a heavy meals.

Why the fuck is all this crazy health issues are hounding me in all directions only just now though?

In all my life, I’ve never felt anything like this. As if I might be actually dying.

I will be heading back to my doctor soon if this keeps on doing this to me. It’s been actually a week since I had this shit.

Leukemia? Heart defects? Heart Attack? Kidney Failure or Urinary Tract Infection? Colon Cancer? Only a visit to the hospital would I find out what ails me.

Fate has been lately waaaaaaay too personal with my life right now… First Sasha and now this?…

It’s all up to him whether my time would be up. Was this the physical emotional fallout from my tremendous grief over Sasha? I no nothing shit anymore.

@Khamzat Chimaev
Loss changes us mentally and physically. You’re likely getting sick off of stress hormones. This kind of thing changes you forever of coarse, right now your body is adapting.

I have a hard time talking about your loss directly, or in a spiritual manor. Thats just the part I can figure out.

@Khamzat Chimaev
Man, blue poop and pink piss? Even for me that’s weird.

Heart problems guessing from experience, but you might want a qualified diagnoses.

…broken heart syndrone?

One way to find out this Friday. My father will service me in his car to the hospital for free.

I don’t think I can go there by myself based on my current health.

@Khamzat Chimaev
I wouldn’t go out into the heat on foot or bike. The urine color suggest dehydration or even muscle breakdown. The heart thing too.

Don’t drink water so fast that you wash all your electrolytes out. Eat too and trust your body. Avoid stress and heat.

The holy month is over, many won’t partake in the fast for health complications anyway (they pay later or in charity)

I’ve also been suspecting my intake of cetirizine for almost a year now. I do that to reduce the tremendous amount of deep tissue itch in my crotch and my thing. And today, I’ve discovered the side effects of taking too much for a long time which includes headache, dry mouth, feeling sick, dizziness and diarrhoea.

In just a couple hours, I find myself without a car because of some random electronic bullshit. A warning light came on out of nowhere and the engine sputtered and the car heaved whenever I accelerated. Probably something with the emissions system and a fat lot of good it does me. I called the dealership and they said it should be towed in, even though they’re only across town. $90 out of my pocket right there. I can only wait and see what the damage is going to be with the dealership.

It’s a stark reminder that the things we most depend on are fragile and can fail at any moment.

@kleptomage
I think the dry weather might cause this when it gets humid, it could be a deposit build up.

@Badheart
I park inside every night. I’m pretty sure weather is not a factor.

@kleptomage
That’s good.

Otherwise he’s right. Wet air can cause mineral deposits on components, because the wet air temporarily lifts water soluble metals into the air, and drops them when it gets cold.

If at any point your car is colder than the environment this can happen.

My computer is under advanced weatherization measures.

@Khamzat Chimaev
EEEEY Welcome back!

@kleptomage
I miss the days when cars didn’t have so much electronic shit in them, they were easier to work on.

It was also a time when American car companies COULD build decent cars like the Chevy Caprice.

@Goku Black
More and more I’m starting to think the 90’s and early 00’s were the peak of automobiles. You had the modern safety equipment which of course is important, but cars weren’t computers on wheels. The measure of a car wasn’t how much electronic frippery was stuffed into them.

To me, the most frustrating thing about American car companies is that even now they can produce legitimately great vehicles but only when they feel like it. Again and again, they settle for mediocrity.

@kleptomage
Alright, it happens. You’ll have your car back in a moment. It’s like you forgot all the times an older car broke down on you.

I’d really like a replica, I see a ’29 SSK for about $15,000

@LeoNero
Salamualaikum brada.

I’m hardly motivated to draw anything anymore.

The fortunes at Panda Express suck. They don’t have the “lucky numbers” in case you want to play the lottery or Keno.

@Goku Black
What happened to that red pork they had?

@Badheart
Sweet and Sour Pork? My guess is they discontinued it a while ago. I usually get the Orange Chicken.

What do you mean I’m a glue guy? What does that slang even mean?

@Khamzat Chimaev
I think he meant ‘good’, but got a weird autocorrect.

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