I’m not sure if I’m a good Christian or not
But, whichever God there is out there, I just want to ask him one thing
That me and my friends are grouped in the afterlife
I don’t know what my future has, I don’t know if they might die or I might die. Currently one of my friends hasn’t replied for two years and got me worried.
I just… Idk
I know life is valuable and should be spent enjoying time with your loved ones and yada yada yada.
But I just want to have fun with the people I love and the people who cared and didn’t judge me in the afterlife
Like some kind of heaven where we’re all together, having fun, doing what we couldn’t do on Earth, either by physical impossibility or because we got our lives cut short.
In particular that friend I haven’t seen since 2 year was lonely and I was his only friend, he is the best person I have ever meet and I’d love for him to met my friends now… If he ever joins back to Internet…
Or me, I might get killed any day, any time, for any reason, living in a dangerous country with rampant crime, dictatorial regime and stupid police that only works against ‘dissidents’
Because it’s scary to think that you’ll be able to talk with your soulmate for less than 1 month before you get violently murdered in the streets. Or have a cardiac arrest or some shit
And… If that was completely possible, that me and my friends would be able to meet in heaven, it worries me that some of them might not make it there
I mean. 1 out of 10 friends I have are Christian, and if you ask me, as much as I love God and all that, it would suck if I wouldn’t be able to meet my friends, real nice people, that would sacrifice a limb for you, because they ‘weren’t baptised or never ate Jesus’s body and Jesus’s blood’ or something.
I guess I just have a fantasy kind of mentality, but my friends and loved ones are the most important thing I have right now.
Heaven, or afterlife without them would be like HellLite+