Vent thread

Animal Abusers deserve to be neutered themselves.

I’m not okay… at all
Stupid me…
I can’t keep any kind of friendship…
Fuck my life…
I think it’d be better for everyone if I never ever existed…

I’m turning off my phone until my mental health is better.

@Professor Venturer
If you think it’s for the best. Then try to do so. Hope you’re feeling better when you come back. Take a break from the screen and focus on your mind. =3

Heyo! =c
It’s you again! I see you’re still having that grief. Don’t let it consume you and don’t be hard on yourself. It wasn’t intentional nor your fault.

If there’s something else going on that you didn’t mention. You better state it if that doesn’t compromise your privacy of course and you’re okay with it. =3

My time has come.

It’s really hard…
I already feel awful when I seem to hurt people, despite them telling me I didn’t

But when I actually hurt someone…? And it’s legit my fault? And so badly that they leave me?…

Stupid social anxiety and depression that are making this worse.

I could mention some few things, but I don’t want to break Derpibooru’s rules by saying it. My… Current… Mental state… Would most likely… Get a ban… If I said it…

Nothing worrying… For anyone else… For me… Uh…

I’m fine, even when I’m not…

It’s probably not appropriate to talk about my own cat after someone just mourned theirs, but my little kitty is getting surgery tomorrow. He had a small kidney stone and we have to get it out of him. He will then stay in the vet for 4 days until I can see him again. I hope that will allow him to live a lot longer and feel less painful everyday. I also wish I could be less busy so I could devote all of my time and money to his care and health. I probably could have used more effort to take him to the vet before, even if he doesn’t want to.

@Beth
My pitbull is looking at the screen with me, actually.

I keep him near me until mom gets home.

@WaynePonePone
I hope your cat is gonna be okay!

@Background Pony #5A00
Don’t make me start on you, mister
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I want Burger King but they’re closed.

It’s okay, anon pone.
No one ever said it could be easy. Dwelling with friendship is the trickiest part of social life but you know what’s more serious than that?
Dwelling with oneself. You gotta learn how to communicate with yourself, learn and understand yourself before engaging with someone. Because you might hurt them unintentionally and at the end you blame yourself.
It’s a no win for nobody.

I wish we could hangout and have this talk more immersive but I’m afraid that is best we can, I’m really sorry for what you’re going through. Just please, don’t hurt yourself, do not let emotions get the best of you, Anon Pone.

Acknowledging your guilt makes me realize you’re not a bad person and you wish things for a better.
That’s just tells me you have a kind heart, you can sometimes be sensitive and that’s okay.

@Badheart
The only 24-hour fast food places around me are McDonald’s and Del Taco. There’s also a Denny’s, too.

@Moving
Thank you.

@Goku Black
i recommend chicken tacos from Del Taco, it’s sad I haven’t eaten there for so long.

I bet your kitty is very grateful. You are doing out the best you can.
How did you know about that stone he had?

Anyway, I wish him full recovery and you better snuggle him very hard but until he is fully recovered of course. ^ ^

@Badheart
Hey! Me 2!
She is a she and we are alone at the moment.
So it’s nice. ^ w ^

@Badheart
Oh my…
Now I’m craving for some tacos. You has to say it.
Why don’t go to the good old 24hr Krusty Krab? Btw, do not fret if you see some random bus stop, okay?

@WojTek-ツ
We took him to the vet and did an ultrasound scan of course. Well, more like my dad did. I was too busy with work.
He is still extremely affectionate after the check up and I just hope I’ve provided a good enough home for him. I wonder how he would be like after the surgery though. I will miss him so much when he stays in the vet. Animals really don’t deserve to get sick.

And thank you so much.

@WaynePonePone
I agree with you. They are smol wonderful furry blessings that we could’ve ask for.
They deserve the best and seeing them in pain is worse thing possible.

Let me redo my question, what signs or what did your cat do to let know nothing was okay?
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@WojTek-ツ
He was peeing everywhere and he had blood piss. We took him to the vet before and it wasn’t that bad. He just had some dirty stuff in his bladder. Now it’s turned into this. Apparently it’s mainly caused by the puree we feed him and we decide to stop feeding him that for now. He’s been craving chicken and fish anyway.

@WaynePonePone
Yoooo…
That cat food as for dog has been a scandal for months.
I can’t believe it’s true and those a’sholes are doing this to our beloved pets. Selling those poisonous products.
That’s why I constantly feed natural dog/cat food like beef, soup, fish and etc. =<

I try not to think about it a lot, but sometimes i wonder what it would have been like if I didn’t have cognitive issues.

Somehow, my symptoms went well overtiem this past 24 hours because of plenty of rest and drinking alot of water.

If I were to blame something, then I blame heat exhaustion.

Today’s heat index here topped out at 43°C (109°F).