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Corrupter of the pure
Pardon me for a second, and normally I don’t complain about my personal life, normally I complain about vidja games or putin put-in his dick ego into other countries or politics, but I am so glad to be moving in I think a month and a half(need to check the calendar).
Why? I have officially gotten fucking tired of my mom.
Why? Aren’t you supposed to love your mom and recognize that they raised you?
Well of course, but she’s over the last ten fucking years has driven me up the fucking wall.
Prime example: I’m bi and trans, she says she’s “accepting” of it, but for five years every single day in and day out multiple times a day would complain she doesn’t have more grandchildren, she has 7 already, and would constantly make me feel like shit and make me feel like less of a person for not popping out kids like a pez dispenser. Apparently that’s my sole reason for existing.
Also she says she’s “accepting” of me being bi and even though I like women way more often she lays down like thirty rules of who I’m “allowed” to date when it comes to guys; spoiler the only guys I’m “allowed” to date are exact clones of the type of guy she likes so if I date a guy who is not stereotypical in any way and has never gotten in trouble with the cops ever not good enough it “HAS” to be a stereotypical southern guy who goes to bars and talks about football.
She says she’s “accepting” of me being trans, but ever since I’ve moved her I can’t even so much as talk to her about it without her going, “well thanks for making me feel bad as a parent” or talking about how “handsome” I am saying, “well couldn’t you try stop being transgender?”(fortunately this one I haven’t heard in a while).
That’s just the tip of the iceberg.
She’s absolutely neurotic.
Every time she comes home she complains that I touched the ac, but I never do, and complains I use too much electricity(only really use my computer cause I’m not bothered by the dark); complains the house is dirty(clean it top to bottom and is clean, but even if it’s sparkling she says it’s not good enough. I’ve worked as a janitor several times before, when I clean it’s clean enough to eat food off the floor); freaks out when I drive to the point she’s almost gotten me into potentially fatal car crashes twice cause she pretty much demands that I react to her first instead of other cars and gets pissed off when I brake first; gets pissed off when her cats go outside and I don’t know where they are(they’re cats); has nervous breakdowns when the cats are out too long and gets pissed at me(again cats); gets angry when she gives contradictory orders and that I can’t follow both; gets angry when I want to be alone; gets angry when I point out she’s wrong about something and then proceeds to try to make me feel like shit; gets angry when I’m upset cause to her I’m ALWAYS supposed to be happy happy happy happy happy 24/7 all the time; gets upset when she says how smart I am to get me to help her with something then I prove that I’m smarter than her at something; gets upset when I politely move out of the way for people or open doors for people then say I should have gone first and when I do go first gets upset that I didn’t open the door for them; complains that I don’t have a lot of stuff(I wouldn’t call myself a non-materialist, just not interested in buying tons of crap) then on the same token complains that I spend too much money.
Also if she found out that I’m not christian chances are she would probably flip the fuck out and I would probably need to call the cops.
Oh and she’s fucking rude to every man. That has to do with her abusive ex, but the problem is that she treats EVERY man as her ex. I’ve even brought it up to her how she’s rude and her response is “I’m getting over it”; it’s been four years and she still says profanities and practically yells at them. Not everyone is her ex, but she treats every man as though they’re evil and out to hurt her. You could have the dalai lama sitting next to her and her immediate thought process would be, “he is a man therefore he is evil cause all men are evil”.
I’ve tried to help her get over her trauma, but the thing is she doesn’t want to get over her trauma and stop acting like such a ass; all she wants to do is treat everyone like shit and whenever you call her out on it go, “you’re hurting my feelings”.
Tl:dr; Sorry for long post, but sometimes you just need to get something off your chest that’s not related to video games and I’m just emotionally exhausted to the point I can’t wait to leave.
Why? I have officially gotten fucking tired of my mom.
Why? Aren’t you supposed to love your mom and recognize that they raised you?
Well of course, but she’s over the last ten fucking years has driven me up the fucking wall.
Prime example: I’m bi and trans, she says she’s “accepting” of it, but for five years every single day in and day out multiple times a day would complain she doesn’t have more grandchildren, she has 7 already, and would constantly make me feel like shit and make me feel like less of a person for not popping out kids like a pez dispenser. Apparently that’s my sole reason for existing.
Also she says she’s “accepting” of me being bi and even though I like women way more often she lays down like thirty rules of who I’m “allowed” to date when it comes to guys; spoiler the only guys I’m “allowed” to date are exact clones of the type of guy she likes so if I date a guy who is not stereotypical in any way and has never gotten in trouble with the cops ever not good enough it “HAS” to be a stereotypical southern guy who goes to bars and talks about football.
She says she’s “accepting” of me being trans, but ever since I’ve moved her I can’t even so much as talk to her about it without her going, “well thanks for making me feel bad as a parent” or talking about how “handsome” I am saying, “well couldn’t you try stop being transgender?”(fortunately this one I haven’t heard in a while).
That’s just the tip of the iceberg.
She’s absolutely neurotic.
Every time she comes home she complains that I touched the ac, but I never do, and complains I use too much electricity(only really use my computer cause I’m not bothered by the dark); complains the house is dirty(clean it top to bottom and is clean, but even if it’s sparkling she says it’s not good enough. I’ve worked as a janitor several times before, when I clean it’s clean enough to eat food off the floor); freaks out when I drive to the point she’s almost gotten me into potentially fatal car crashes twice cause she pretty much demands that I react to her first instead of other cars and gets pissed off when I brake first; gets pissed off when her cats go outside and I don’t know where they are(they’re cats); has nervous breakdowns when the cats are out too long and gets pissed at me(again cats); gets angry when she gives contradictory orders and that I can’t follow both; gets angry when I want to be alone; gets angry when I point out she’s wrong about something and then proceeds to try to make me feel like shit; gets angry when I’m upset cause to her I’m ALWAYS supposed to be happy happy happy happy happy 24/7 all the time; gets upset when she says how smart I am to get me to help her with something then I prove that I’m smarter than her at something; gets upset when I politely move out of the way for people or open doors for people then say I should have gone first and when I do go first gets upset that I didn’t open the door for them; complains that I don’t have a lot of stuff(I wouldn’t call myself a non-materialist, just not interested in buying tons of crap) then on the same token complains that I spend too much money.
Also if she found out that I’m not christian chances are she would probably flip the fuck out and I would probably need to call the cops.
Oh and she’s fucking rude to every man. That has to do with her abusive ex, but the problem is that she treats EVERY man as her ex. I’ve even brought it up to her how she’s rude and her response is “I’m getting over it”; it’s been four years and she still says profanities and practically yells at them. Not everyone is her ex, but she treats every man as though they’re evil and out to hurt her. You could have the dalai lama sitting next to her and her immediate thought process would be, “he is a man therefore he is evil cause all men are evil”.
I’ve tried to help her get over her trauma, but the thing is she doesn’t want to get over her trauma and stop acting like such a ass; all she wants to do is treat everyone like shit and whenever you call her out on it go, “you’re hurting my feelings”.
Tl:dr; Sorry for long post, but sometimes you just need to get something off your chest that’s not related to video games and I’m just emotionally exhausted to the point I can’t wait to leave.